Terminally Joyful

Hey, Hey over here. I am going to let you in on a little secret......I am not okay. Some days are hard, I have chronic joint and muscle p...

August 16, 2020 It's August. My birthday month. A fiery Leo. I just turned 44. In October, I will have been living with metastatic breast...

Time for some real talk. I don't know why it is...... but some days, and quite honestly, some weeks and months I purposely put myself in ...

We are living in surreal times right now. A pandemic is swiping our nation. Something that we have never seen before has our country grin...

I have been living with Metastatic Breast Cancer for almost 3.5 years. For the last two years I have been saying that I wanted to be a pa...

I went to a local breast cancer fundraising event. I spoke at the event and share my story. In fact, the campaign video for their yearly ...

I have never done well with pain, suffering, and sadness. I typically avoid sad movies or I want someone to tell me who is going to die s...

1st people are living longer with Mets. This is a good thing! However, advances in science with brain mets and leptomeningeal mets are la...

We went to my happy place like we do every year and I arrived tired. I was having a pretty down week after my infusion it seem I am getti...

I do my best reflecting while I am driving. As I left the Bluebird Cancer Retreat in Holland, Michigan my head was swimming with so many ...

I didn't want to take my daughter dress shopping........I am cringing as I write this. But is true. I was tired. I was FATII GUED and my ...

NUMB. I live in this new world where I know someone dying almost everyday. I live in a world where my own mortality is thrown in my face....

Why do I love musicals? I don't sing, except for in my shower.  Oh, well, in the car too and sometimes around the house; just to drive my...

***spoiler alert if you have not seen the movie*** When Mamma Mia 2 came out in theaters. I was SUPER excited to take my daughter. Not on...

On my trip to Santa Fe not only did I take a magnificent physical Hike but I also went on spiritual quest too. The morning began at a cat...

I went on a significant hike. Significant in distance. Significant to my soul. My sister and I hiked to the top of the mesa at Tent Rocks...

This time last year I was on a Little Pink House of Hope (LPHOH) retreat in Myrtle Beach is was an amazing week, check out this blog to l...

In April I flew to Philadelphia with my husband to attend a breast cancer conference. I was nervous to fly with a port and with the Perje...

I look in the mirror and I don't even recognize myself anymore. The short hair. No eyebrows. Being at my heaviest weight ever. The weight...